I can't believe how much of an internet addict I am. I had to come to the Starbucks in Edgewater, NJ to use their wi-fi just to type up this blog entry. Granted, I have access the internet on my iPhone and I never, EVER even consider shutting my fucking iPhone off ever! And still, I'm fucking freaking out that I don't have it at home. It's not enough to just be able to check my email and update my status on Facebook. I need to be able to comment multiple friend comments while excepting friend requests, write a blog and still be able to actively participate in Cafe World, Vampire Wars, etc. OH! And the lack of porn is a motherfucker!
Granted, living in a house with three women all of sudden puts a damper on my self-love sessions. (Self-Love? I am SO coining that phrase!) By the way, did I mention that I've moved back in with my mother, sister and Goddaughter in Union City and no longer have any privacy...EVER?! If I did, I don't know how it slipped my mind.
Needless to say, I recommended to my sister that she switch from Cablevision to Verizon. To be honest, I don't know why cable even exists! Fiber optics is much faster. Incidentally, I plan on getting Halo: Reach as soon as I get an X-Box 360 so I'll be needing that boost in internet performance. (Ok! So I have a vested interest in the need for better internet! Sue me!)
I'm still trying to get the money together to accomplish all of this though. Suffice it to say, while my thoughts and needs for internet all revolve around what some might consider childish needs, I am still attempting to behave like a responsible adult. (No, really! I am!) That being said, I don't have the money for either an X-Box 360 or the new internet hook-up. Everyone is suggesting I just get the X-Box so I can at least have something to do but that isn't good enough for me. I'm such an achievement whore that I can't enjoy playing the games without knowing said achievements will be properly saved to my gamertag, but I digress.
The grown up in me is fighting the kid in me. It's a struggle but I'm taking it one day at a time just like my alcohol problem. (The problem being that I don't have enough of it in my system at any given time of the day!)
Here's hoping my birthday next week affords me the opportunity to take care of one of those problems. (Gonna be 32, by the way.)
